Wednesday, October 31, 2007

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Thursday, October 04, 2007

Current mood: tired
Category: Life

I am feeling so pregnant at the moment... but it still doesn't add up in my head I don't always feel pregnant maybe just a little bloated some days. When is this gonna feel real? Well I got a big dose of real last night I think. I have felt nauseous in the past month, it seems to be more of an evening thing and not bad most of the time all I notice is heartburn and I belch small little belches for hours it seems. Let me note I have never been a big belcher there have been times I would have been grateful to belch but they don't come out. Anyway... so yesterday James and I went to Disney World to the Magic Kingdom and walked around for a couple hours we rode the Pirates of the Caribbean and the Haunted Mansion ride, we also saw the Hall of Presidents and the Monsters Inc. Laugh Floor. We had enjoyed lunch while we were there also. It was league night for bowling so we did head back to Lakeland before afternoon traffic really picked up. I didn't want to eat bowling alley food again, it seemed like I had eaten too many grilled cheese sandwiches lately and pretzels or personal cheese pizzas didn't seem any better. So we stopped at a chain here and had the salad bar I thought I needed to eat my veggies.

After dinner we headed to the house quickly to let the dogs out, and get the bowling balls. We picked up Mellanie then headed to the alley. I wasn't feeling tip top and I wasn't bowling tip top either. I bowled my average for the first game (118 now) less than that for my second game and one pin over that for the third game. I had enjoyed bowling in the 140's in my third game the past two weeks thats how my average went from 100 to 118.

A couple of the girls that were on the team last year who didn't return stopped by to say hello, that was really nice even though I wanted to get together with them this summer for lunch or something we weren't able to get together before now.

So thats all just setup for my topic, I felt bad, really nauseous and it kept getting worse but I'd get up and bowl and while I was up I concentrated and I was fine. I thought I might be sick, but I didn't trust that I could puke and rally to bowl again. Good thought on my part. Well nobody likes to be sick but I made it home and I was relieved because I let it rip. I'm not sick like that very often, I can honestly say I almost made it a decade between instances. Last night wasn't what I expected being pregnant and sick to be like. I know this is going to sound stupid but I thought pregnant nauseous and sick was small sick not huge roaring sick. There was a moment though last night while I was sick that I actually wondered if it would ever stop and could it kill me? The mind is cruel at times.

Today has been fair, I took it easy, I ate what I thought was lighter and I've decided I don't want to eat salads for a while, I'll take my veggies cooked thanks.

James was super sweet tonight though he called once he was off work, I asked if he might pick up dinner on his way home but boy did he go out of his way. I had mentioned mac and cheese, or mashed potatoes but cooked and comfort food was the theme. He went to Fred's Market that's at least a 20-25 minute drive from the house, the opposite direction from where he works. I've never been there before but let me tell ya I'll be there sometime soon I hope. I guess it's a home cookin' kind of country buffet but we're not talking golden corral or any of those types. This was good food. So now that your heads spinning since I've gone from one gastronomical extreme to another what can I say I feel better and like it or not well cooked foods and carbs are my friend right now.

If thats feeling pregnant though, lets just say I felt super uber pregnant last night.

Well thats it for now, see ya later allig8tors.

Today Oct. 10th I came back and decided to edit this blog, I have come to think that the night I was sick was not pregnancy related but more to do with what I ate that night. In the interest of fairness I did omit the name of the offending restaurant. I did edit this a second time on Oct 30th, I found an error when I read through this once more.

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