Wednesday, October 31, 2007

I'm excited, I'm nervous, I'm all over the place...

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Current mood: anxious
Category: Life

If you aren't comfortable hearing about some of the girlie stuff of being pregnant this may not be for you. You've been warned.

I am about 8 weeks pregnant now, I will have a second ultrasound this week, I am excited for that and can't wait. I want to see something in that sac to do with AtB. I'm nervous though because I have been spotting a little this week I notice in the mornings and evenings before I go to bed. This scares me a little I don't want there to be anything wrong, I've done some reading online and there can be logical reasons this can happen and not be a problem but I still worry about it. I did call my doctors nurse and she pretty much told me to continue doing what I am doing. I've been taking it easy nothing too strenuous and staying hydrated drinking plenty of water.

I want everything to be warm fuzzies and happy thoughts right now, you know no worries. I want the next 7-8 months whatever the length of this deal is to be smooth sailing and happy times. I want to bring this little one home, I want to meet this little one, I want to introduce this little one to the family and friends that we have. I want this little one. What more can I say, you get the idea. We'll see what happens, I know I have lots of family and friends who would feel the same way for me wishing for good things you know (not everyone knows yet.)

See you later allig8tors.